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Thursday, February 4, 2010

▣CARE▣

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▣CARE▣

today class end at 2pm..

i have eat one bread while in class..

back home...

go check wat food for today..

there's nth...aunty din cook today..

damn..i jz like..wat i gonna eat tis afternoon..

i noe 100% i will hungry de..

there's no ppl inform me tats no cook for today,

no ppl inform me ask me eat outside..

if other i din feel mad..but HE din call me,

din inform me at all!!! even sms oso no!!!

i jz feel like is he care me????

i noe ihe din come home for lunch..

but at least let me noe tats no cook at home...

is he forget??? yess..i can sure tat..

if i ask him y he din inform me..

i can 100% sure he will say "i tot my mom told u d" or " i tot u eat outside"

i hate to hear tat!!! reli hate that !!

care?!

ok....

everynite he pack some food after he work with his dad for me,

he noe i din eat WHOLE nite, but he din get back earlier..

i din blame him,mayb he should help his dad..

but i noe there will no ppl after 12..no need he help..if he wan come back no ppl will block him!

care?!

tat day i fall down...i call him...

ok..he jz say okok sayang..

but when he finish his work, home..

he din come care me, he jz care his game, he play game 1st..

jz i tell him he only come care me??

is tat call care?

i dunno wat i wan..

mayb ppl say CARE not everytime must do out...

but i wan to say,if u care tat person, u simpan simpan? tat call care???

NOPE!!!

ok fine..Everything i do myself...

everything i care myself!!!

u dunno wat i wan...

sometime u will say i din tell u wat i wan...

but if i tell u wat i wan, there no meaning to in relation...

better be my frend?? isnt it?...

i noe he wont see tis..coz he din check my blog at all...

mayb he dunno i have a blog...

mayb he dunno wat i do whole noon..

mayb he dunno wat i wan..

watever...

i wont so stupid to care u...

i treat u like wat u treat me..

if u reli din change,

if u reli din realize,

mayb i will rethinking tat is we suit to keep tis relation..

dun worry abt me..

my world not only love...

for tat who reli understand me..

they noe i not putting love at the 1st place..

☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆

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Written at 6:12 PM by Fish Long.

1 comments

1 Comments:

meimei said...

Dear fish.. Be cheer up ya.. i tink he are reali love u.. Giv he sometomes to relize & undeerstand bout it.. We will oways besides on u..

February 4, 2010 at 7:52 PM