❤FishのWorld,FishのHeart❤-Welcome to My World-
Monday, July 29, 2013
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 Blog is just a place for me to vent all my bad mood..
Is that every PMS period,women will think so much? or become so emotional?
I just so hate that the feeling of hungry,
 I had tell u so many time that about my ex problem
, i dont want you become like him.
When i say im hungry just bring me to eat
, I dont like to wait you play game or fb..
 I dont like to ask so many time..
 I hate to repeating the same question!
 When we go out, you not really want to hold my hand,
 my hand dirty or you feel its so ashame to walk together with me?
Sometime you in temper, you just put your temper on me,
ok, fine, i know you work hard, but i work hard too,
 i face so much stress when work you know?
I have to work so much during working time,
I have to think the design idea,
 I need to do so much thing.
 But do i put my temper on you?
 I always put Monday as our dating day, as the only night you are free,
 the only day we can catch up together, but what you do on the monday?
Game with friend, and you told me "long time i never play game with friend"
DO YOU SAY "LONG TIME WE NEVER HAD A WARM DATING?"
 i dont blame u you are not romantic,
 but i know that no matter how a guy stupid,
 they will put afford on the love one? how about you?
No anniversary, u tell me there nth to celebrate,
 This WORD is just remind back the one who told me he not celebrating valentine day!
 Sometime you just do a little small thing, you really warm me up,
 but mostly you dint do so.

 I really dunno i still can endure how long..

 ☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Wednesday, June 12, 2013
╔═══════════════════════════════════╗ :+: 瑕 不 掩 瑜 :+: 一张白纸沾了污渍就是脏了 就算那么一点的污渍,都会掩盖了其它所有清洁的地方。 就像人一旦做错,一旦做了什么不对的,他/她之前所做的好事都会被掩盖掉.. 人就是那么的现实... 不管什么方面都一样... 就是那么一点的瑕疵就总会变得很碍眼... ☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆ ╚═══════════════════════════════════╝
Tuesday, January 1, 2013

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:+: Good Bye 2012  :+:
Its a new day 2013,
Times fly..2012 year..Bye..
A year i pass thru a lot of thing,
A year I meet a lot of new thing,
A year that I loss something,
A year make me growth,
A year make me see thru the real world,
A year make me see thru the cruel world,
Thanks 2012, the year make me grow up, the year that already gone.
 
2012,
I meet two guy,
1st guy just pass by,  thanks a lot for teaching me not to weak,
teaching me who i really want,
thanks to letting me go..
So i can meet my 2012 2nd guy, the love one..
A guy who really care about me,
A guy who treat me like how my dad treat me,
A guy make me smile,
A guy who just done a little thing, can warm my day,
A guy who just done a little thing, can spoil my day..
I cant promise is the guy who will accompany me forever,
but I can promise, i love this guy like how he love me..
 
2012,
I start my first full time job after graduate from KDU..
CityPrintStudio,
the place i meet my lovely colleague,
the place that teach me printing experience,
the place that give me so much pressure,
the place make me growth..
i do have a very fun and happy time, and pressure time as well.
Im sorry that how weak i am,
I really cant stand for the pressure that the boss gave me everyday,
The pressure make me no confidence on my design,
make me stress every single day,
make me homonal imbalance..
working for 8-9 month,
i do really appreaciate the time spend with them.
I might not suitable in this field,
I am looking forward to my future..
I am sorry that i cant be tough.
But i do learn something =)
 
2012,
Went to travel with my own money!!
My first time go oversea counry although its not too far,
Singapore!!
I do spend happy and fun time there!!
next target? taiwan ? australia?
 
 
2012,
I meet a lot of new friends,
Clubbing friends, i do really love the time spend in the club with them,
They full fill my lonely night, 
They accompany me when i down, although its just for cluber,
but i do happy to know new friends..=)
Specially some of them who take care me in da club..
Appreciate much much..
 
2012,
Thanks to adeline khaw, the one who teach me on the business thingy,
the one who not self fish to share her working experience,
the one who givig me a chance to try.
And the one meet her Mr Right and marry  on 121212!!
Happy Wedding and stay sweet!!!
 
2012,
My BFF,
I knew that after i meet my love,
and i really do ignore all of you..
Im sorry that, Please giving me to enjoy my so called 热恋期..
Forgive my 重色轻友..
I do love all of you,
you guys are the only one who done a very good companion in my life!
 
2012,
My family,
the inreplaceable member in my whole life,
they support me the whole long way,
they giving me so much freedom,
they giving me so much love.
My dad, who always drive me to work and home everyday within the 8 months,
My mom, who cook for me,
My grandpa, who love to listen to my working story,
My brother, who working hard for his future in 2012,
My sister who working super hard in KL without us..
 
Time to say bye, 2012..
Time to put a fullstop to 2012..
And start a new story, 2013!
I will make you an awesome year for me!!
Go Go Go!!


☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Saturday, November 24, 2012

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 ★又回到这里-爱情篇★
 讲完了我的工作篇,讲讲我的爱情..
【我的他】
相识▶参猫去clubbing..还有他..那是的我只知道他叫源森..其余的都不懂..
第一眼对他..就是这样咯..xD
然后根本没联络没fb..
过后不久我加了他..也没讲话..
一次看到他抱着他的大肥蜥蜴拍照..
我就留言..然后就这样..讲话了..LOL
可以不可以说是大肥酬和的叻?
然后就约出来去看蜥蜴..
哈哈哈..跟他谈得来pun啦..
然后就去clubbing啦..他呕咯醉咯..
我在想为什么第一次带我去clubbing的都醉..=..=
然后我去我的clubbing 他去他的clubbing..可是都是他载我回家..
一次我去clubbing..想回家..结果他飞到penang来载我..
还蛮暗爽的..可能他的一些细心动作打动我..
看到他那一次吃醋超级不爽的样子..
我还蛮想笑的...可爱极了...
感谢上天让我遇上他..
他真的很很疼我..他是一个木头..
要在他身上找浪漫? 不用说..没有..
可是他就是有哪一点让我心动..
他够直够真..
他不是一个很很有本事或是有赚不完钱的男人..
但是他就是有本事让我吃的饱的男人..
因为只要我要求想吃什么他都会尽量煮给我..
虽然有时候...不是很好吃啦..可是我还是吃完..haha
他知道我不喜欢吃大葱..他却细心到切很小很小让我无法选出来..
死硬就是要我吃..
没错他是个大男人..可是他的大男人不是无理取闹的..
是疼我的..为我想的..
有时候他说话可以让我笑死..
他会为了我7早8早起床去吃点心,去爬山,载我做工..
每当我偷偷帮他拿衣服去洗还是收拾的时候..
他都骂我啊婶,,他会帮我一起收拾..
好啦我就是那么的aunty..纸袋也省..tissue 也省..这叫环保吗..
记得那一天我们去鱼店..我看到了兔子..
真的很可爱!他看到我很喜欢就买下来了..
我本来还考虑的可是他说买啦买啦..
结果它死掉了...哈秋..我想你了..='(

呵呵..真的很幸运我还遇到一个对我好的人..而且还更好的男人=)


如果这是人家所说的热恋期..那就让我好好享受这热恋期吧~
♥♥♥♥♥♥



 ☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆ 
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 ★又回到这里-工作篇★
 这里已经发霉了... 
最近我都没网络都很难上网.. 
而且之前又做工..
 慢慢写下我的故事吧.. 
现在我辞掉了我的工作了... 
我现在是个自由工作者..freelance.. 
到处走到处看.. 很庆幸遇到了许多贵人...
Adeline.她是介绍了我很多东西.. 她很大方的教我一些经验..真的很感谢她=) 
最近她要嫁人了..现在这里祝福与恭喜她~ 
还有一些给我做设计的人..谢谢你们给我机会.. 
很感谢笑图俱乐部让我帮他们设计头像. 我的经验真的很不足..
我也不是很厉害画画的人.. 很感谢你给我机会去尝试..=) 
身边的朋友们都很支持我都拼命介绍生意给我...=) 
虽然我是说要去帮我老爸的保险生意..可是..我还在迷惘当中.. 
我还在为我的未来筹谋.. 
反正我现在什么负担也没有,就呈现在没有什么需要钱的时候做做一些赚不多的东西..
 拿一些经验~人就是要在现在去试试去闯... 
也许我不是最好的,但是我希望我能坚持... 

 拿破崙说:"If you cannot do great things, do small things in a great way." 
希望我会这样=)加油! 
 ☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆ 
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Thursday, June 14, 2012
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 ★还是原来的我★
记得在去年10月至今年1月..
 很多都说我变了.
.变得很好玩,变得很爱去泡..
无可否认..那时的我真的变了..
8月的时候跟5年的他分手,
我曾经对自己说过我宁可做一个坏女人,也不想做个好女人被欺负.. 所以我要证明给人家看我过得很开心..我去夜店泡..开始认识fb的男生..
没有100%的放任何一段感情..
我说过我不会再全心全意去相信男人,为他付出.
 比起以前,那时候我真的变得很多..
 以前朋友都说我重色轻友,我每个星期一定空出时间陪我的男人..
 我会为我的男人做很多的惊喜,包括想煮饭,可惜我学不会煮菜.
 我可以为我的男人放弃一切..可惜我的男人背叛了我一次又一次..
让我觉得男人真的不能太宠..
 这段单身的时间..我真的看到了很多东西..
我犯过的错...是一个很大的错..这件事情一直在我的心里..
我真的很后悔,可是既然都犯了只能看好下次绝对不可以犯同样的错..
 4个月..从一个自己变成根本不认识的我..其实比之前还要难受..
想起..为什么我会那么的笨..为了一个男生把自己搞成那样?
 也许在别人的心中已经建立了一个好玩的女生形象..
其实我真的很不喜欢被人这样看..
我不喜欢变坏女生,我不喜欢人家一看到我就觉得我是"泡脚"
 我只想变回以前的我..
给人第一个感觉的笨手笨脚的大头虾,还是串串的女生..
 其实这个月我过得很开心..
因为我放下了很多东西.. 做回自己.
.还是喜欢做笑..工作的时候笑声最大声就是我, 永远喜欢让身边的人开心..
喜欢跟朋友一起笑的那个我.. 根本不顾形象的我....
其实我还蛮喜欢呆在家的..整天在家玩game的我.. 

相信很多人都对我的感情生活很好奇
老实说我现在是单身,也不想去找个对象..
 因为在我身边的还没遇到一个真的让我放下心来的男生..
我宁可寂寞也不想被伤.=) 
我还有朋友..认识朋友也不错的..
之前5年里我很少去认识人,现在应该去认识一下..让自己看多一点这个世界..=)

 工作方面是不错..老板对我很好..
 我是一个很心软的人,只要老板对我好,就可以吃死我..=.=
暂时对这份工还满意~ 

至于学业方面,之前一直有想出国读书的想法.
老实说到现在还有的..可是没budget出..
也许在这里拿一些课程进修..人嘛..总是要进修一下还不错的.. 

我最好的事情就是有一个很疼我的家人,处处为我,挺我..
 还有一班赴汤蹈火的朋友们..不过我发生什么事情,你们都挺我..=)
 谢谢你们~爱死你们~

 放心我只会为我爱和爱我的人加油~
我会证明给曾经不相信我的人,放弃我的人,看衰我的人,害我的人看,
我有多坚强=)

 如果一天我遇到我的男人的时候,我希望我可以靠着他不需要那么的逞强=)

 ☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Thursday, May 31, 2012
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❤A letter for ah huh ❤ 
 I read an article before, there something about a girl write a letter to her dog..
 and the dog received..I dont know its true or not.. 
but i just wanted to memorized something about her..ah huh.. i wan to tell her lot of thing.. 


 To Ah Huh: 
huh huh..this what i always called you when i see you everyday.. 
i start miss you d..everything about you..
 i use to called you everyday when i finish work.. 
i use to called you everyday when i drink milk before work.. 
i use to called you everyday when i having food in dining area..
 sorry that i dint take very good care of you.. 
you still playing with us last few day.. is that you already know that you going to leave us?
 you keep come crash me want me to sayang you..
you keep crash everyone want them sayang you.. 
you want me hug you on the chair..is this the way you say good bye to us? 
why dont you wait until your mom, my jie jie come back? and your dad? 
they are back on next week.. j
ust wanna tell you your mom and dad is love you so much..they not abandoned you.. 
dont feel like tat okay? that day you hear you mom voice.. you look so excited..
but sorry to make you disappointed..
i can imagine that hows you feel on that time.. 
thanks for come into my life..you bring me a lot joy.. 
you sayang me with licking my hand to say thank you..even you bite me, you will lick back me..
 thanks to give me such a best and happy memories..you light up my life..
 dont worry..i wont let the light gone..i will keep you in my deep heart.. 
you have to take care yourself without us..dont be so stubborn la..
 everyone will scare you one..be friendly bit la.. 
may you rest in peace.. i always love you.. a
h huh.. you are the most clever and good rabbit in my heart..
 i wont forget you..
 i love you..



☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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