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Saturday, February 20, 2010
▓ WORRY!! ▓
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▓ WORRY!! ▓

i am freaking worry now..
i am dunno wat to do now..
my grandpa still not feeling well..
is tat when a ppl old they will start thinking bukan bukan??..
i saw his medical report..
everything is good..
only his liver got abit problem..
i dunno wat the problem..
my grandpa din told me tis morning..
he jz say the doctor say his liver function abit pooor...
i tot there every old ppl will face tat problem..
i guess there's not a big problem..
but jz now he came out frm his room...
he say he feel vry unwell..
n i ask him is he wan to see a doctor..
he say no need...jz wait till tomorrow morning..
i go to his room...his aircond is broke..
y the aircond broke in tis time...
damn...ok...he say nvm...
ok..i ask him where he feel unwell..
he say whole body..he start say bukan bukan..
he say he have big problem in liver apa apa..
i dunno is tat true..
i jz ask him dun so worry..dun think bukan bukan..
n i go to my daddy room...n i told him abt the aircond broke..
he say will fix tomorrow..fine..mayb my daddy feel tired..
mayb he feel not a big problem...fine..
then i go back to my grandpa room..
i ask him to rest..i ask him if any big problem jz let me noe..
i say will pick him to see a doctor tomorrow...
coz now late already,there's no doctor pakar ..

GOD...DO U HEAR ME??
DO U HEAR MY PRAY??
I PRAY FOR MY GRANDPA...I ASK U TO BLESS HIM...
DO U HEAR ME?????
PLS....I JZ WAN HE TO ACCOMPANY ME..
I JZ WAN HIM TO SHARING EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE WITH ME...
HE IS THE PPL WHO ARE THE MOST LOVE ME IN THIS WORLD..
HE GAVE ME EVERYTHING I WANT..
I WAN DYE MY HAIR,HE PAY FOR ME,
HE NOE IM A BIG SPENDER..HE DIN SAY ANYTHING..
HE SUPPORT ME EVERY TIME...
EVEN I WAN TO TAKE THE COURSE TAT I WAN HE SUPPORT ME..
EVEN I JZ KIDDING SAY WANNA GO NZ STUDY HE OSO SUPPORT ME..
I RELI RELI NEED HIM..
I RELI RELI WAN HIM TO SEE ME GRADUATE..
SEE ME WORKING..
SEE ME SUCCESS...
SEE ME MARRY..
SEE ME HAVING BABY..
AND ALOT ALOT...

PLS...LISTEN TO MY PRAY..
I WAN HIM TO GET HEALTHY..
I DUN WAN TO BE SO SUFFER...
PLS...BLESS HIM!!!!
婆婆，如果你听到我说话，
我想要说每一次我拜你的时候所祈祷的东西你都可以实现吗？
每一次我都说不要带阿公走。。虽然我好像很笨。。可是我知道我要对你说实话。。
我要你保佑他。。不要带他走！！
我爱你。。。我也很爱他..

☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Written at 12:50 AM by Fish Long.
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
░Worry░
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░Worry░
yesterday nite,
my grandpa come out frm room n he said he reli not feeling well..
n he ask me too call daddy up n send him to hospital..
then we send him to Nam wah hospital..
actually he sick for a few days..
he jz sore throat..
n tat day he say his sore have fish bone..
but he go see a doctor,there's nth..
the doctor say jz bengkak...
but yessterday nite he say he feel vry hard to swallow saliva...(telan air liur)
n straight send him to hospital..
while on the way to nam wah hospital frm my house..
i am so damn worry..
i dunno wat to do..i start think bukan bukan..
when reach there,we have to register n wait...
wait abt 1 hr...tat my grandpa turn...
thx god..i accompany him,
n the doctor check..luckly there's nth...
jz my grandpa sore bengkak...
n the doctor gv sme medicine to my grandpa..
n she said if eat for 2 days,still din recover,have to go in hospital..
mayb have to operation something..i oso dunno...
but pls pls pls...
GOD,grandma in heaven,all nenek nenek moyang...
pls bless my grandpa...plsplspls...
i havent done my promise...
i still wan to let my grandpa see how success am i...
i still wan to bring my grandpa to travel together...
i have a lot a lot thing to share v him..
pls bless him...



☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Written at 6:59 PM by Fish Long.
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Saturday, February 6, 2010
*Back to My Life*
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*Back to My Life*
i am back to my house thursday..
i am reli dissapointed on u
tat day u come back,u din say anything to me,straight play ur game..
din ask me have i eat d
din ask me am i hungry
when i saw u straight play ur game,
i tell myself i have to change my mind..
reli reli dissapointed on u ..
as my bf, when u reach home, u go play ur game 1st..
as my bf, u dunno when i gonna go back btw...
as my bf, u dunno wat time is my class...
as my bf, u dunno wat i wan...
is tat wat a BF gonna to do?
i am home for 3 days..
u dunno wat happen on me..
u ask me is me angry..
u ask me wat im angry...
my answer is "no,dunno"
coz i felt im lazy to explain to u,
i am lazy to communicate v u..
1st, i tot communicate is vry important for a couple..
now i noe not only tat, privity are important too..
although i try my hard to let u noe wat i want..
but u dunno it..
u make me dissapointed,dissapointed n dissapointed..
although i told u tat i hate tat u put the game at 1st...
but u still din change..
tis attitude oledi being for one year..
but u still din change...
wat i wan is not reli over..
i jz wan u dun always gaming...
jz put me in the 1st place..
i jz wan u everytime home care me,
i jz wan u evertime i face problem u help me,
not everytime home gaming,
not everytime im got problem u still gaming...
actually i got think tat the positive attitude on u,
like everytime i am vry stubborn u still patient..
u make me feel dunno wat i wan...
watever..
i oso dunno wat i say...



☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Written at 5:36 PM by Fish Long.
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
▣CARE▣
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▣CARE▣
today class end at 2pm..
i have eat one bread while in class..
back home...
go check wat food for today..
there's nth...aunty din cook today..
damn..i jz like..wat i gonna eat tis afternoon..
i noe 100% i will hungry de..
there's no ppl inform me tats no cook for today,
no ppl inform me ask me eat outside..
if other i din feel mad..but HE din call me,
din inform me at all!!! even sms oso no!!!
i jz feel like is he care me????
i noe ihe din come home for lunch..
but at least let me noe tats no cook at home...
is he forget??? yess..i can sure tat..
if i ask him y he din inform me..
i can 100% sure he will say "i tot my mom told u d" or " i tot u eat outside"
i hate to hear tat!!! reli hate that !!
care?!
ok....
everynite he pack some food after he work with his dad for me,
he noe i din eat WHOLE nite, but he din get back earlier..
i din blame him,mayb he should help his dad..
but i noe there will no ppl after 12..no need he help..if he wan come back no ppl will block him!
care?!
tat day i fall down...i call him...
ok..he jz say okok sayang..
but when he finish his work, home..
he din come care me, he jz care his game, he play game 1st..
jz i tell him he only come care me??
is tat call care?
i dunno wat i wan..
mayb ppl say CARE not everytime must do out...
but i wan to say,if u care tat person, u simpan simpan? tat call care???
NOPE!!!
ok fine..Everything i do myself...
everything i care myself!!!
u dunno wat i wan...
sometime u will say i din tell u wat i wan...
but if i tell u wat i wan, there no meaning to in relation...
better be my frend?? isnt it?...
i noe he wont see tis..coz he din check my blog at all...
mayb he dunno i have a blog...
mayb he dunno wat i do whole noon..
mayb he dunno wat i wan..
watever...
i wont so stupid to care u...
i treat u like wat u treat me..
if u reli din change,
if u reli din realize,
mayb i will rethinking tat is we suit to keep tis relation..

dun worry abt me..
my world not only love...
for tat who reli understand me..
they noe i not putting love at the 1st place..



☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Written at 6:12 PM by Fish Long.
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
❤I LOVE MY NEW SHOES❤
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❤I LOVE MY NEW SHOES❤
after presentation,
go Queensbay with my darl,Cecilia...
gosshhh...
i bought TWO new shoes...XD
one is high heel,one is flat...
same v last year...two shoes...
I LOVE MY NEW SHOES

☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Written at 6:07 PM by Fish Long.
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★○Happy●☆
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★○Happy●☆
Erm...today i am vry happy...
coz today morning, i have a presentation for history of graphic design..
actually i am vry stress..bcoz i scare i cant do well on presentation..
and my class all senior...i reli stress...
when the presentation start..i still waiting...
seeing they present..
i reli scare,scare tat i cant handle...shit..
i oso scare tat my research not enuff,
scare tat i cant answer the question...
after break..back to class,continue presentation..
suddenly mr maizul ask me to present...T.T..im tot im the last one..
while i present,mr maizul din look at me,din look at my slide..
i feel tat "shit..he din concern is tat mean im reli sux?"
i jz ask him is he listening for me..
then he say yess...he enjoying my presentation..tat time im only feel relax..
finally finish presentation..
time to answer their question...luckly i can answer...
wow...n mr maizul say im do all the thing, i gv him internet source n oso book..
he say will gv me extra marks...i am so happy..im jz like wanna fly..
he say if im doing good he will gv me positive comment..
wow..i guess tis is the 1st time presentation he din critic me,
1st time he praise me...
on tat time i reli reli reli vry happy..
when u do a thing vry vry concern,n u get the good respond..
tat feeling is...is like wanna fly..
vry appreciate tis...
i start thinking tat is tat they put me with the senior is wan to train me?
is tat they wan me to learn from senior?
erm..watever..
i jz wan to say i reli learn a lot thing frm the senior,
especially foong n marlene..they teach me a lot thing..
wat they prepare for the presentation is vry complete..
i vry appreaciate on their comment, if they din say wat the mistake i done,
i cant change...reli thanks...
i guess this is the 1st presentation i vry vry satisfy..
no no ..cant too easy satisfy..bcoz if satisfy mean i cant improve..
yeah..i wan to improve all the thing..
my english, my time arrangement, my attitude, a lot a lot..
yess..i can do it..!!(p/s :sound like my daddyXD)


【my day was vry colorfull today】
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Written at 5:36 PM by Fish Long.
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♧Enrichment day♧
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♧Enrichment day♧
Wow...today rush my history of graphic design assignment..
wake up early,erm..not so early lah.is 11am..
go KDU library to search some book...
stay in library for abt 2 hr..
then go for IT class...
in IT Class..there is no time to let me do my assignment..
tot can curi curi buat..hahaha
then finish class back home..
damn jam today...
reach home abt 6.30pm..damn late...zzz
hungry...n cook mee...
finish eat fetch didi go cut hair v my dear..lalala
back home..continue do my assignment..
finally i done it at 12am..hahaa
now jz got time to blogging, facebooking..
actually i quite like tis kind of life..
coz wont feel bored...wont feel nth to do..
hehe...but feel allitle bit exhausted..
hope tomorrow presentation success...
tomorrow have to wake up early..
bcoz today the KDU printer cant work..
so..have to print out my reseach tomorrow..shit..
lack of time..
i have go to KDU early to print the research..
haiz..should go get a new printer..
old one broken d..
tis weekend going back to my home..
haha...
oh ya..guy..next week i got a surprise for u all..
but dunno u guy feel tat surprise or not..kakakaka..
keep secret now..let u guy noe next week...
hahaha..

☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Written at 12:41 AM by Fish Long.
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