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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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❈Back to my Life❈※10th day※
i think i shall lock my blog?..
is planning~
today vry tired...overslept...
wake up early,go cheng beng...sienz
back hostel abt 2pm..slp at 2.40pm..
tired..wake up 3.40pm..
go for class..sienz si liao...
haiz...he oledi call other girl girl sweet...
go clubbing..look like he enjoy jis single days..
y i still wondering...enuff..
dun be so stupid for waiting...
he din have any action to get back..tat enuff to me..
dating,clubbing,sweet...okay...
he enjoy his single day..
i cant blame anyone..tat my choice...
jz blame myself....
u can do tat,i can do tat oso..
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
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❈Back to my Life❈※9th day※
today wake up early cant slp back...haiz..
then sketch my sketches...nth to do..sienz..
ohya..today reli a weird day for me....XD..
feel im like in drama..everything are so crash..>.<
no ppl will believe the day i pass today..
have a vry full dinner~~❤
thx for someone bring me to eat.. appreciate it...
and good luck to u~
back to hostel,feel cold..coz raining outside..
raining day..cold day..make me more miss himmm...
yes..i am reli miss him..i miss his hug..i miss his voice..
i miss my little QQ too..
is her life good?..she got miss me?..
watever..day still have to pass....
he din talk to me,din pm me..watever...
stop thinking too much...
tomorrow morning gonna go cheng beng..
oh ya..my Hainam grandpa masuk hospital..
tmr operation...god bless him....
he must recover...although i not cls v him..
but i still love him..he is my grandpa...
god bless him...❤
finally i saw him on9 facebook..so i slp le..
good nite everyone...
AiAi hug me ya~
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Monday, March 29, 2010
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❈Back to my Life❈※8th day※
today morning,when i still sleeping...
my phone ring..is the song tat he call me..
i see the name..yes..is himm...
suddenly,i like dreaming tat he call to let me noe he go out le...
but when i wake up..i relli tot im dreaming..i check my phone..
is miss call..i call him..and ask him anything he call me...
he say press wrong gua...haiz
im thinking too much...
jz now i cant find my clothe..i call him check tat is my clothe there..
tat time he's helping his dad,so he say go back check for me..
but i oledi go back hostel..wait his phone..he still din call me..
and i saw him in facebook...i pm him..
he din reply...and i call him..
he took a long time to answer the phone...
then i ask him..he say havent check..n check for me tmr..
i ask y..he say he is tired wanna slp le...
ok..fine..another break promise again...nvm..
mayb the promise frm him to me is not important..
ya..y should be importannt to him..who i am wor..im nth..
suan le...
tomorrow wat should i have for my lunch and dinner?..
slp le..good nite..stop thinking le..
good nite...AiAi..tonite slp v me ya~^^
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
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❈Back to my Life❈※7th day※
tonite i was alone in hostel..
all roommate back to their hometown d..
i plan to go back too...but i feel dun wan back too..
so annoying..
i have bread and cream o for my breakfast and dinner..
when i wake up..my stomach start pain..
after i eat..still pain..
abt 1 something..it pain like hell...
then i go rest a while..
but i cant slp...jz keep hold my stomach..
after rest its feel better..
king ask me to lunch and dinner..and L4D2 too..
but i feel weird to meet them..
= =..sry...
jz now i ask cecilia is tat stuff reli her friend bought de?
or is him bought de..the answer is cecilia's friend..
quite disappointed..but i oledi noe tat is the answer..
coz how he will care me after i hurt him...
cecilia say if i still love him have to tell him..
but till now i oso dunno wat in my mind..
so i feel dun wanna waste his time..
nvm..at least i noe he not care me now..
mean tat he put down d..tats good for him..
im home now...
oh ya..my gor gor bought my favorite monopoly tat use credit card de..^^
so happy to have it..play v his friend ...till now..2am something~
oh yeah~i am the winner~~haha~
i bought a land "Hong Kong",and i build hotel...one time kena is 11.25m ..
wakaka..they always step tat land..i noe they love hong kong~~
the end of the game they say nvm go hong kong again..XD funny..
ok la..im freaking tired now...good nite everyone..
i miss u AiAi..sry cant bring u back..>.<
last..i have break my record..have bread for whole day...i phobia to bread le..= =
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Saturday, March 27, 2010
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❈Back to my Life❈※6th day※
tonite..cecilia go back to her hometown..
tomorrow noon i will be alone in hostel..
i still wondering wat should i have for my lunch?..
and i not sure when gonna go back..
my daddy is busy..if i din go back..i eat myself..>.<
my eye gonna close d..
jz now i ate cup noodles as my dinner..
cecilia's friend bought a lot cup noodles for her..
include tuna!! my favorite...
oh ya..the cup noodles is tom yam flavor..my favorite too!!
cecilia say she dun like tc boy tuna..
oh ya..her friend is doing same thing v me..
coz i can 100% sure tat tc boy tune dun have cover..
and when i buy it,i will stole the ayamas brand top cover to cover my tuna can..
he do the same thing...
i planning to have tuna as my supper..
but..i am lazy now..tomorrow only take it as my breakfast la..
haiz...ok la..good nite everyone...muacks..
goodnite AiAi
p/s:i still cant believe there is so crash everything..is tat possible so 巧?
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Friday, March 26, 2010
❈Back to my Life❈※5th day※
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❈Back to my Life❈※5th day※
wake up early morning..
go prangin mall v cecilia n kdu student..
bcoz they win some prize in the mural competition tat organize by cathay~
oh ya~there is free movie ticket~
congate to miss cecilia ooi..
u get 3rd prize..
and mr eddie oh too~u get 2nd prize~not bad mah~
IT Gadget neh~haha~
cecilia,ur woofer~we can bang the whole room..wakaka
watch how to train you dragon for free!! hurray~
haha..we plan to finish it only go for class!!haha..
nice movie...i feel like avatar..XD
late for class..OMG..
the class is abt 40++ student! xiao!!
so many student!!!kns..
lame class,bored class..i almost slp in the class.swt
i am hungry again..cup noodles as my lunch..T.T...
back home abt 4 pm..
sit down face laptop gaming lor..nth to do..
and vry hot..haiz..
now there is some storm..i hope raining..
although the aircond is on..but still abit hot..
ya..nite again..
i miss him again..
sometime i will ask myself..am i make wrong decision?..
i dunno myself..i starting dunno who i am,wat i am..
im looking on the ring..i miss him...
how i love him..but i let him go..
the reason why,till now its still vry confusing..
mayb i am too impulse..
but its too late for everything..
wat i make i have to face it..
jz now i heard the motorbike sound..
i tot is u..but no..
cecilia go down and bring a lot cup noodles in..
= =..xiao...
tomorrow i have to wake up at 7.30am..
haiz...good nite everyone..
good nite my lovely AiAi❤
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
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❈Back to my Life❈※4th day※
4th day..my single life..
go for class early morning..
wake up early morning..wash my hair..
damn..theres no hair dryer here..T.T..my hair..
no idea..although its cold morning..
but i force to use fan to blow my hair..= =
go for class..cecilia said wanna go watch movie..
date ah kim..watch 3++pm movie..
we plan to watch 越光宝盒..
then go back hostel after class..take a nap..
wake up around 2.30..bath...
and cecilia say ah kim dun wan go d...
@#$% damn ...my aeroplane...
ok lor..i havent take my lunch..
then cecilia plan to watch alice in the wonderland..5pm..
we eat some bread in hostel..T.T..i am hungry on tat time..
ok..go for movie..
after movie,go 万和 eat..i order my favorite spaghetti..
finally i take my 1st meal today...T.T..
go farlim pasar malam..damn tired..
i bought 2 pair of fake eyelashes..damn cheap..rm1 per pair..
back to hostel again..full of tired..
after bath..keep watching my ghost whisperer...
and...now blogging..
there 4 days i in single..
but when i watch movie,he appear in my mind..
how long we din go for movie...
now i am hungry..
he appear in my mind again..
i miss the laksa mee tat he cook..
i starting feel complicated..wat i wan..
am my decision correct?..
stop thinking abt tat...
i gonna rest now..byebye..
oh ya..i still have my AiAi...muacks❤
p/s:if he come back to me,should i get back v him?...answer:80% yes..
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
❈Back to my Life❈※3rd day※
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❈Back to my Life❈※3rd day※
its 3rd back to my life...
its oso 1st day class for tis sem..
i am vry tired now..my eye almost close d..
but i still wanna update mmy blog..
cant slp well yesterday nite..
mayb its 1st nite slp on new bed..
early morning,maid clean the room n vry noisy..
i cant slp back...
go take my shoes frm him..
he looks like dun wanna see me..watever la..
go for class..meet new lecturer..
vry weird lecturer?
haha....
back hostel,go to Kuta Bali makan at farlim~
1st i pass the traffic light..
2nd actually the way is correct jz im less confidence..
finally we reach..XD
ate my favorite tom yam~not bad lor~
now i feel hungry..
coz b4 everyday at tis time i am having my dinner + supper..
now no supper anymore..
no ppl buy for me..
haiz..slp better...
oh ya..my weight decreased again..
34 kg!! so horrorble...i wanna gain up my weight la..
but i guees will bcome thinner..
coz i din store any food in my hostel..
good nite every one..
i love my AiAi~~
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
❈Back to my Life❈※2nd day※
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❈Back to my Life❈※2nd day※
its 2nd back to my life...
today was a vry busy day...
busy frm morning to nite...
morning go his house to pack some stuff..
go my new hostel unpack my stuff...
vry tired lor...move my big luggage to 2nd floor..
faint...
n go tesco buy some stuff...
back to my house at abt 4pm..
skype v my sister~
she keep asking me wat happen....
and i din say anything...
lolx...her rabbit is cute n notty..
at home facebooking till half fall a slp..
damn tired...
i need massage..
think massage,u appear in my mind..
i thinking of u..
i lay on my new bed...
new smell..
its time to change new life..
back to my independence life...
my parent jz told me have to take care of myself...
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Monday, March 22, 2010
❈Back to my Life❈⊙※1st day※
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❈Back to my Life❈※1st day※
1st day back my single life..
wat i can say is i cry for half day..
busy for half day..
busy watch movie..busy gaming..busy to plan my flowing life..
i have to rent a room...
yess..i plant to stay v cecilia..
although the renter is bad..
but i have to do tat..
go out having dinner v ashli...
and back home abt 12..
take some time to facebooking..to blogging..
suddenly i feel my eye is tired..
mayb coz of my tears...
jz now i cant control my emotional..
but now i can control a little bit..
i have to list out wat to buy..
oh ya..have to list out biscuit!!!
coz i am always hungry...
a lot a lot things to buy...
but i have no money..T.T..
the rent fee have to pay rm 500 1st..tat mean have to rent for 1st 2 month..
tomorrow morning i will go his house to pack my stuff..my cupboard...
its time to unpack n pack my stuff...
plan wat to move...swt..
Cecilia,im coming!!muahahaha
p/s:i starting to miss u..
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Sunday, March 21, 2010
我死心了
对于你我死心了
你说我把你的真心你的关心当如屎？！
既然你要这样想我也无所谓了。
3年里面你觉得我把你的真心糟蹋，
你觉得我当你的关心想粪！？
算了，既然你根本都没有察觉那就算了
我也不想多说我也不想去辩解
因为我对你彻底的死心了
你伤了我
本来我把你当做最好的回忆！
我不想我们的回忆变了！！
我只想保持那种快乐的回忆！
可是你不但不珍惜！
还说那些气话？
你说其他会欣赏？
那证明我不欣赏吗？
也许！！！！
我不想去想那么多！！
你要怪就怪吧！
我不能管你了！！！
你这样做我真的很不喜欢！
算了！在说也没有用
也许你要人家注意你
也许你真的可以放下了
那我在这里恭喜你你成功了！
一切都是假的
在你的内心我是多么的“糟蹋”你的关心
我在这里说对不起
“糟蹋”了你！！！
我崩溃了。。
昨晚我终于向你提出分手了。
想了几天。。
我鼓起勇气说出口了。。
原本去我们开始的地方结束。。
原来那边已经变了。。
在这3年里，你真的很爱我。。很保护我。。
你常常让我。。不管我如何发脾气你都包容我。。
3年的感情不是假的。。
我是真的很爱你的。。
我不可否认我现在的心还是爱你。。
可是我爱的太累了。。
真的很累。。
如果我再这样拖下去只会浪费你的时间。。
看到facebook你这样说，我真的崩溃了！
我彻底崩溃了！！
我现在很无助！！我不知道我的决定是对的吗？
我的心很痛。。痛到我不能呼吸。。
我知道一旦我做了这个决定就不能回头。。
也许你恨我。。恨我给你希望又打垮你。。
恨我没爱你。。恨我的一切一切。。
你留言给我说你不会回头。。
这一句话真的很伤我。。
也许我应该开心，因为你放下了。。
那个video我看了真的很感动。。
可是一切都太迟了。
也许上天要我承受这一切。。
也许上天要考验我。。
我只能说我还爱着你。。
对不起。。。
Friday, March 19, 2010
❤New Style❤
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❤New Style❤
hehe~
suddenly i feel wanna use illustration drawing on my blog~
i saw a lot ppl illustration blog~vry yeng~
actually i plan to do tis b4~but have no time to draw~
but today,feel nth do..so..hehe
reli hot day!i am melting!im sweating whole day..
i bath 3 times....damn...
whole day stay at home..nth to do..
feel sienz..haiz
【My day:19-3-2010】
at nite i am practicing my photoshop technique..
coz i saw my interior friend practice their 3dmax..
so i feel like dun waste time~so go look for on9 tutorial~
haha~
【1st time do tis~from tutorial~i love tutorial~♥】
【tis effect is reli hard control..abit fake..T.T】
【i love tis effect~old style~♥】
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
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❁Time?❁
Time will prove everything..
yes...its prove a lot of things..
how much care on me are u..
u noe how many time u say sorry..
how many time u say u will change..
how many time u say u will remember...
but all tat are lie..
u say u will change..
u say u will care me more..
but nth achieve by u..
u make a lot promise on me..
but there are empty promise..
wat u say i dun reli put in heart..
coz i noe..if i put in heart,is useless..
expect too high, disappointed will be high..
u make me disappointed a lot time..
i fear tat feeling..
now my brain is empty...
i dun reli wan to solve the problem...
i am tired..reli tired..
mayb till now he dunno tis blog..
mayb till now he dunno all of me..
mayb till now he dunno who i am...
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
⊙Choice?☉
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⊙Choice?☉
tis morning he call me and ask me to go back penang tis saturday..
he ask me will i go back..i said dunno..
but at tat moment i dun feel wanna back..
he ask me go back and go play basketball tis sunday..
i reli dun wanna go back..
i dun wan to face him and his friend..
i feel wanna escape everything..
i feel wanna go far far away..
no people question me..
i wan being alone..
i cant make any decision..
i am so confuse..
i am so annoy..
mayb i will go kl..
mayb i will go other place..
i have no plan...
【choice?]
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Monday, March 8, 2010
❁Holiday?❁
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❁Holiday?❁
finish tis sem..start my holiday...
i start my sem break holidays..
and oso holiday between me n him..
today...jz have an argument v him..
again..
i cant take anymore...
we have argument..but for me is his problem..
the problem again again n again...
i told him b4..but he din change..
ok..
i always say "a couple most important is "COMMUNICATION" between each other..
but...i cant make it well between me n him...
i try my best to communicate v him..
i try my best to solve all the problem v him...
but...i feel whole way is only me solve the problem..
only me gonna improve...
he din solve any thing..he din improve..he still maintain the old problem..
its tat my problem??
am i expect too high?
i dunno..im lost....
i feel vry tired...reli reli tired...
i feel wanna escape.
after we argue...i come back my home...
i think we should gv some space to each other to think..
i think i need some space to breath...
at the moment i dun wanna face u..
when i face u..i cant control myself...cant control how mad i will be..
yess...
i decided to have some "Holiday" between us..
when u solve ur problem...
only see me..when u noe wats the problem..only see me..
friends..i will be strong..so dun worry on me...
yess..i love him..
but tis love sometime make me feel wanna escape..
if u ask me will me let tis relation go..
i will say i trying my best to keep..if reli cant..then i will..
coz i dun wan all the way only me...
【time prvoe everything】
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
☍Blogging☍
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☍Blogging☍
i think im not a good blogger..
why? coz im not always update my blog..
and im lazy to update sometime..
depend on my mood..XD
ok..
actually i got a lot thingssss wanna share at here..
but ... i guess is too long time ago d la..>.<
▣26th Feb 2010▣
today i go help my friend to do her project..
is about video production subject..
she gonna shoot a mv..gonna imitate the top 25 song 2010 remix mv..
yeah~its crazy!~we have fun while shooting in progress...XD
haiz..but feel unfair on her..coz its a group project..but seen she done everything..
somemore one of the member say TIRED while shooting in half way..wat the...
we jz helper only neh..but we are so concentrate on tat.. y she can like tat de..too bad..
its make me feel worry for next sem..coz editorial gonna same v all junior junior..
hope theres no group project noh..
haha..we are busy for whole day..din bath for whole day..all ikan masin..XD
◈27th Feb 2010◈
go back butterworth for gamble with my darling ashli..swt
haha..we gamble in henry house.. he is so pity..he lose for us..
but ah shan is sooooooo yeng!! he diao di lose for henry..bcoz he wanna share with henry..
wat a good heng dai ...
and i go my daddy office print all my notess~~XD..FOC...
▫28th Feb 2010▫
go play basketball morning.. after basketball,Left 4 Dead 2..
hahaha..1st i din plan to go... but all my bf friend ask me to go..
i feel dun wanna break their mood..then follow them lor..
p/s: actually i wanna play nah...
but tomorrow have final exam d..i still gaming..yeng!!~
play till 4 pm..back home..but nite..still have to attend bf heng dai birthday.. T.T...
i havent read my note yet..din touch tiok pun.. quickly copy the point.
.and take to read at there..XD i am so rajin...
wow..i drink wine whole nite!!!
they are crazy..wine wine wine,and whisky whisky whisky,and oso chivas..
the restaurant is dear dear heng dai run de~so..they keep open wine..xiao de..
i feel im vry geng!! while drinking wine..read my note~ luckly i din drunk~XD
but i can memories the note~yeng!! proud of tis~~!!
【check tis out】
☆~▶Fish Long◀~☆
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